The Rape of Hyacinthus [Extended Edition]

by Renoe Alexander

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released August 14, 2012

All songs written and performed by Renoe Alexander

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Track Name: Plasmà Orgasmátá.
Instrumental
Track Name: ♆ (Neptune)
I don't know where I'm from
I fell down to this massive earth
A naked boy withered and torn
And I don't know where to go
Alone in this cold universe
I fight to get my dollar's worth
I do

I don't know how to fly, but still I try
I spread my wings all mangled from the fall
I sing to you, you don't want me to
So back inside my hole I climb
And wrap up for another try
I do

I'm gonna try, gonna get back someday
I'm gonna fly, gonna... I don't know
I'm gonna try, gonna get back someday
I'm gonna fly, gonna come home

But I don't know where to go
I'm trapped in this dark atmosphere
I'm living in and trying to breathe through
But I can't catch my breath
I'm suffocating year by year
The tears I cry are choking me to death

I'm gonna try, gonna get back someday
I'm gonna shed my tears for you
I'm gonna try, gonna get back someday
I'm gonna find my way back to you
Track Name: No More Tears
The Alder tree's come down
And people are gathering 'round the branches left below
Washed out faces of snow

No more tears
No more tears

Walking down the road filled with people I know
The banker's found his loan
The maker's getting her own

No more tears
No more tears

Sad people crowding the streets I walk every day
Every day of the week
Sad faces walking the crowds
Wishing I could turn it all around
Sad people everywhere
I'm fine though and sometimes it's fair
To be the one to whom nothing is wrong
Just for a while 'til I'm walking along with my tears

With my tears
With my tears
With my tears
Track Name: A.A.
I would be it for you
I would do anything at all
I would fight hell for you
So why do I keep stumbling
And you do for me everything I need
You do for me all I could ask from you at all

I would be it for you
I would do anything at all
I would fight hell for you
So why do I keep stumbling
And you do for me everything I need
You do for me all I could ask from you at all
Track Name: Serpent
Serpent wraps around
Time and time again in a round
Circling the air held me down
Sky is white, but ever black cloud
Serpent wraps around

Serpent wraps around
Time and time again in a round
Circling the air held me down
Sky is white, but ever black cloud
Serpent wraps around

Serpent search around me
And I slowly going crazy
Take his tail and wrap around me
In a dance to please the ladies
In a dance to please the ladies
Serpent wrap around
Serpent wraps around

Serpent wraps around
Time and time again in a round
Circling the air held me down
Sky is white, but ever black cloud
Serpent wraps around

Serpent search around me
And I slowly going crazy
Take his tail and wrap around me
In a dance to please the ladies
In a dance to please the ladies
Serpent wraps around

Serpent search around me
And I slowly going crazy
Take his tail and wrap around me
In a dance to please the ladies
In a dance to please the ladies
Serpent wraps around
Serpent wraps around
Track Name: Michele
Michele, I need to tell you
What I think of what you've done
Driving down the AlCan was awful fun
What happened to you?
Was it your mama dying that did this to you?
Guess I'm only trying to get through to you
But I know now it's too late
She's gone and so's your baby
Track Name: Umdánkbar Kínd
Instrumental
Track Name: The Mirror's Got a Hold of Me
Maybe I can't hold you the way you should be held
Maybe I can't rip you to shreds thanks to fears of youth
Maybe I can, maybe I can't
Maybe I can break you
Maybe I can't, maybe I can
Maybe you will change soon

All jokes aside
I'm watching skin dry
Bone powdering inside
Watching time fly by
The mirror's got a hold of me and won't let go
I fight for more control
I end up lost inside my mind
I've lost my mind

Maybe we could run away
Maybe we should stay
Maybe we should set on fire this fucked up place
Maybe you should
Maybe I should
Maybe not so bright
I'm not that bright
I'm not so bright

All jokes aside
I'm watching skin dry
Bone powdering inside
Watching time fly by
The mirror's got a hold of me and won't let go
I fight for more control
I end up lost inside my mind
I've lost my mind

All jokes aside
I'm watching skin dry
Bone powdering inside
Watching time fly by
The mirror's got a hold of me and won't let go
I fight for more control
I end up lost inside my
Track Name: Models of Future Disasters
I've came on the hand of a man
Who's wife would rather see him dead
I've grabbed his ass to make him feel
Like he was young again
I had been planted in a courtyard
Bare of tree and plant and then
I've had a doctor try and see
What's fucked up in my head

We are the models of future of disasters
We are the children of the night
We are the men who choke on dicks to pay the rent
And we will take you down tonight

We are the models of future of disasters
We are the children of the night
We are the men who choke on dicks to pay the rent
And we will take you down tonight

We are the models of future of disasters
We are the children of the night
We are the men who choke on dicks to pay the rent
And we will take you down tonight
Track Name: Lost
I've tried to write down in words how I'm feeling
Never works
I've tried to write what I mean to say to you
Never works
And now I'm lost for words
I've lost myself
Tried to get back on track
Tried to die and come back
I've tried to cry and move on
I don't know how
I'm lost
And I can't stop loving you
Wish you still loved me too

I cry to myself every day
You resent me
I can't pay for anything
I've tried my best to show you
That I want to be there for you
And you're howling at the moon
While I'm killing us both
I know we'll make it through
We just need to be there for me and you
Track Name: eidolon
Instrumental
Track Name: Fur.
Here in the land that casts no shadow
Rooting to concrete, fire grapples me
Here in the land of flesh for fodder
Frozen beneath the dimly litten sea

Climb as I reach for fur
I'm fallin' down
As I reach for fur I'm fallen down
Climb as I reach for fur
I'm fallin'down
As I reach for fur I'm fallen down

In Malebolge
Bending at seams nothing's as it seems in Malebolge
Falling up to me
Crawling up to me

This is the town that casts no shadow
Burning wenches keep your company
Here is a land of rotting carcass
Burning beneath the hand of God and me

Climb as I reach for fur
I'm fallin' down
As I reach for fur I'm fallen down
Climb as you reach for fur
You're fallin' down
As you reach for fur you're fallen down

In Malebolge
Bending at seams nothing's as it seems in Malebolge
Falling up to me
Crawling up to me
Track Name: March Song
Hey kid, I'm looking at you
Through windows covered in rain
Hey kid, I know about you
We've both been through this pain
But I'm getting away
I'm gonna lead the march

Hey kid, it'll be okay
We've been there covered in flames
Hey kid, I know about you
And I don't like to watch you this way
So let's get away
We'll lead the march

I'm getting away
And I'm gonna lead the march
Track Name: Shake Me Down
Tracing wrinkled skin with tears
She was a dying beauty
Trapped in magazine spreads
From the day that she was 13

Drowned in whiskey and gin
To hide her sorrows
She pulled the curtains back a bit
And took the stage

And you can shake me down
And you can throw me around
But I won't stop 'til the lights go down

Looking back on all her years
She was disappointed
Never found the man
She dreamed of in her lone apartment
Chasing back her gin with tears
And an old home movie
Tracing back through her years
To see where things were lost

And you can shake me down
And you can throw me around
But I won't stop 'til the light go down

And you can shake me down
And you can throw me around
But I won't stop 'til the light go down
And I won't stop 'til the party's out